When I reached an all of a sudden moment I had to realize that any changes I desire to make in me wasn't in that aha moment. It was a culmination of events that finally got me to that point.
Sometimes the desire to change is driven by negative circumstances (ok, a lot of the time) and then there are circumstances that just make me want to change how I think about myself. We can live in the slurry of negativity or take the time to think what we think about ourselves and others.
I feel like just changing how I think about myself in general will have a positive impact on my perceived self-worth, my character and how I view the world. As I sit here and think about it, it reminds of what it was like being a little kid. Shoveling the years of negativity and anxiety out of my mind creates new space for letting in the new thoughts.
So it's only taken my X amount of years to get here. I'm rather excited about what the future holds once again.
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